Love You... Not

As I sit here playing on my computer I relize that I hate my PC now. It's odd, before I couldn't stand Macs. They where the devil. I hated Mac almost as much as I hated Yahoo. Then my wife got one, and I still hated Mac.

Oh sure, I used it a couple of times to check my e-mail, or look something up. But it sucked, it was confusing. I didn't like it. Then I started using it. I mean I really used it when she was sleeping or working, I had time to play with it.

Now, I sit and my PC. My beloved PC. The one that I made by hand. It is exactly the PC I've wanted, it does exactly what I want it to do..

I sit here and wonder how much I could get for it on E-bay.

Welcome to the darkside...

Tax Returns

Man, I hope tax returns show up soon, it will be nice to catchup on some bills. At least on rent.

The dog is insane, attacked the vacuum, kinda fun.

The cat is sitting in my lap, trying to type... Doing it better then I am.

...

I love you.

How?

How do you tell some on you love something you know will hurt them? Something that they need to know, that will prevent further harm coming to them and other that you love.

What do you do if they forget?

How do you live with your self after?

Nothing New to Report

Not really anything new to report on. Life just goes on.

Unemployment seem to be working, at least I've been getting my check on a regular basis. The state hasn't started to take them from me for any reason so far. Which is a good thing. Job hunt is going poorly. It's hard to hunt for a job when all you have is the internet. You can post apps and try but then you what else can you do? I can't drive up to put in apps in person, I have neither a car or a license. Still no check from Chris, he is still 'having problems' getting payed from the last job we did. Or so he claims. For that matter, we don't even have our W2 forms yet. I'm gonna call him when I'm done with this post. I hate not working.

Jen starts her midnight shift tomorrow night. I hope it all goes ok for her. I think she well do better on midnights. She's always been a better night person then a day person. Though it means she'll be asleep most of the day. But it'll free up her evenings for hanging with Mike and my self. That will be cool, she won't be exhausted like she normal is.

If I could avoid killing the dog things would be ok. The damn thing wines every time it gets crated for more then 10 mins. Makes it hard to do anything in a room other then the living room. Add to that the fact that it tries to eat eveything is sight and you have one annoying dog. But she is getting better. Slowly. Just wish she wasn't afraid of every noise that she hears.