Miscommunication...

It seems that no matter what I do I'm bound to be mis-heard. And of course a fight insues. Just once I'd like i'd like people to understand that I make mistakes and just let me apologize for them and move on. Why do they alway have to start a war. I don't know how to solve this. I am not a wise man, far from it. I am who I am. Who I was raised to be.

Introverted.
Unmotivated.
Lazy.
unfailing.

I cannot hope to express my feelings to anybody. I cannot hope that they will understand me. It is beyond my ability to deal with people on a rational level. Like all humans my perspective on the world is unique and there is nothing I can say or do that will bring others to my view point.

Everythings I say or do is a lie. I am not worth the time and effort of dealing with.