Whats the point?

It's been a shitty fucking week.

To start off with it's been bitter cold out side. Or rather, it's been really windy out side which translates into the same thing. Add to that the fact that I've some how managed to pick up the flu, or something like it. My head is stuffed up, my throat is sore, and I am dead ass tired from sun up to sun down. At least I'm not coughing and sneezing yet. Works been crappy, long fucking days every day this week. Going in early and coming how late. Spending the day out side on the dumb ass tractor in high winds freezing my ass off.

Supposed to work tomorrow, I don't want to but we can't afford for me not to. We'll barley make rent as it is. I hate having to work long hours at stupid jobs just to make ends meet. By the time I get home from work I'm too tried to want to do anything, which just turns me into an asshole. Jen is upset, Mike doesn't get to see me much. What a fucking waste of a life, some times I wonder why I bother at all. I have a $250,000 life insurance policy from Metro transport, which is payed in full until I'm 30 years old, after which I'll have to start making payments again. As long as it looks like an accidental death Jen and Mike would be set. Not that I plan on doing anything like that, but it makes you wonder. Not to mention the work coverage, if I managed to get hurt at work. It's like $15,000 per knuckle for a finger. I could live with 9 fingers. If I cut off the pinky on my right hand I could still type. I don't even use it. Except to hit the shift key.

Gotta get up at 6:00 tomorrow so I can get to Tim's house in enough time to pick up the tractor and make it to the Ghetto. Working in the ghetto on a Saturday, what a wonder way to spend your day. I suppose you could argue that Inkster is not the ghetto. But in my book any place that has it's own meth clinic and you can't leave a tractor over night in a construction zone because someone will steal it is the ghetto. They left 3 bags of fertilizer there last night, this morning they where gone. Gee wonder what it's going to get used for? Bet they aren't giving it to their lawns.