Bored....

It's 11:16 and I'm sitting in my room alone. Bored out of my mind. Not much to do at 11:00 on a Saturday. Don't even know why I am sitting here alone, except that Jen is once again mad at me. Or at least I think she is. I don't know. All I know is that I am alone in my room, and she is in hers. Maybe I'll watch a movie, or something, my computer isn't helping my bordem, nor can I sleep.

Why does this happen? Why do we do the things that we do?

I love her, beyond anything I've ever loved, but I can't stand it when she gets mad at someone else and takes it out on me. She had a fight with Cameron, and her aggravation trickled down to me. I know this is the case, it happens every time they fight. But there isn't anything I can do about it. I made attempts at hanging out. Asked if she wanted to watch the movie that we where supposed to watch and she ignored me. Blew me off. So I sit alone, waiting in the dark for something to do.

Why?

Why won't sleep come to me?